energy

by k

I feel that my lack of enthuasism is awful, am at a crossroads but don't know where I am going. Any insight would be great. I need a job and need to get myself back to being productive but feel that I have stoped trying and letting life pass me by which I know is not right... I am not depressed but disillusioned would be the feeling I have...
so any insight would be great if this will pass....
My children keep me structured as I know I have to do my best for them and I do but feel that I want that zest back in my life.