What is the real purpose of my life here and where am I in my spiritual evolution?

by Lily
(Australia)

Hello,

I am a ruling number 11, my last 2 peaks are 11, ie., from now until I die (I'm 51). My birth name adds up to 33. My altered name that I changed 30 years ago adds up to 11.

And if I can put another little one in here - will I ever find my true love and open my heart again?

Kind regards,
Suzi